Yeah! I'm BACK!

Greetings to all!

Quick updates about me in my life:
1) In the midst of 9 months Basic Leadership Training
2) Course Supervisor for Making Courage Work
3) Life coaching
4) Studies & projects
5) Boyfriend
6) Family
7) Friends

More details of the organisation i'm in or should you be interested in life coaching:
http://www.liveyourmark.org/


Alrighty! i have been away...for such a long time. She was in depression, sadness, wimpy, seriousness, fear...i almost couldnt recognise her. Until i met eric and he reminded me that i used to have high energy and joy in me. That was Joan. Where was she? She never left.

Zeoane came and decided to take another perspective of how she should be like. She went on to test and try different methods to find what suits her. But fun is all she is. Energy is all she is. Why be someone who she is not? Why live up to other's expectations and beat self up when expectations are not met?

Who is Zeoane? Just that you never get to see her existence that's all.
They are just different parts of me, isn't it. Whatever name it says, is stil the same person. What for I put a distinction. Interesting how i showed up lately. Thank you for your tolerance in bearing with my wimpyness!

I want my sunshine back. I want my high energy back..the truth is, it never left. Just that i haven seen her for a long time. And i kept looking out to be like others. Gee...how tiring. Be true to yourself.

New responsibilities are taken up. When all things seem to crash on you, you get to see your blindspots flashed in front of you and all alarming you that your existing systems don't freaking work. Get an upgrade!!! Change your system. How much resistance that takes? Until it cost you bad enough probably you might want a change for yourself.

Only when you play a different role in a different situation, then it'll call out the other sides of you which you never have a chance to see it for who you really are. Sometimes we are just afriad to take the leap, that we are afriad is cos there is another part of us about to be awaken. And we are unfamiliar with this new part of us.

Our Deepest Fear
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

Shine cos we are meant to.

:)