WohOooo...
It has been an amazing growth of 8 weeks where i was involved in programs after programs. Breakdowns were inevitable. Sometimes we stayed there for awhile before we get out of it. And when we do, a breakthrough occured for us. It has been madness weeks and i'm glad i survived through. Thanks to simon, yixin, dionis, alex, esther, eileen and all who have kindly support me thru out this period of time.
It dawned upon me that my relationship with simon is coming to 6 months. and i haven been catching up with my friends. Next on list to do...gonna catch up with them.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Grow grow growww...
It has been an amazing 6 weeks of MCW (making courage work), i also took on making courage work for me. Never would i imagine myself to take up the CS (course supervisor) role. Well i procrastinated for 3 years and deferred my area of growth where i lack in. It has been a complete showcase of my blindspots to remind me to work on them all the time.
Thinking back on how i started, there were hiccups along the way, bumping my way through. i fell..i stood up..i fell again..stood up again. Went through cycles of breakdown and breakthrough. More to come. It is just the beginning, isn't it? At the very least i'm falling FORWARD. :) I confronted things that i do not want to do and i want to acknowledge myself for taking this up. :) It may not be as fantastic but but but..it is somewhere that i start and that i can continue to improve upon. At the very least i have a framework of how things work or how things can work.
Wanna acknowledge yixin for standing by me as my coach in this cos i really would have given up right at the beginning. And it manage to bring out my weak side and depressed side..looks like i'm really very confronted by it.
What i done recently is that i went shopping!!! gotten myself a dress, handbag, and shoes! Now doing my hair as i blog! haha. Acts of self love. :) Is time to pamper pamper myself as i travel on this journey.
yeppy...what have you done for yourself recently?
Anyway my sis is back for good! We had lunch together ..finally the family is reunited! and we had fun chatting and laughing. :D happy! nice!
Thinking back on how i started, there were hiccups along the way, bumping my way through. i fell..i stood up..i fell again..stood up again. Went through cycles of breakdown and breakthrough. More to come. It is just the beginning, isn't it? At the very least i'm falling FORWARD. :) I confronted things that i do not want to do and i want to acknowledge myself for taking this up. :) It may not be as fantastic but but but..it is somewhere that i start and that i can continue to improve upon. At the very least i have a framework of how things work or how things can work.
Wanna acknowledge yixin for standing by me as my coach in this cos i really would have given up right at the beginning. And it manage to bring out my weak side and depressed side..looks like i'm really very confronted by it.
What i done recently is that i went shopping!!! gotten myself a dress, handbag, and shoes! Now doing my hair as i blog! haha. Acts of self love. :) Is time to pamper pamper myself as i travel on this journey.
yeppy...what have you done for yourself recently?
Anyway my sis is back for good! We had lunch together ..finally the family is reunited! and we had fun chatting and laughing. :D happy! nice!
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